December coming too soon

For love, for family and friends.



Hi all, I pretty like my gold sneakers(high-cut).








Now it's already November, time seems to flies really fast. It's really cold and freezing. Hahah. March 12 was like a blink and I'm still here with what I have. Nothing been really increasing especially moolahs but I know those white strands and wrinkles got more to say. I'll work really hard from now on. December is on its way and it marks my 'two', it's really time for me to be mature. I need to learn some chores and be like "can enter kitchen, can enter heaven".

That day I met a new friend, till then I havent have a chance to watch him in cinemas.


Aint he adorable? (;


Here's Mind Your Step(with Cheryl and Zen missing) with the mighty atom dooper whooper cute electronic robot boy, ASTRO BOY.

Two more weeks to Dance Xplosion Four.. thinking about from the premilinary round of 44 groups to 5 in finals seems like a OMG WTF. It seems wow and it's a die die must be good. There's still alot to be sync, emotions and expression. What's more.. the energy level have to be constant. Go MYS! (:

Go BI! I miss your!!! Hope everyone doing well now.. And I'm very happy to see Rahim and Jaylene at SDZ waves 14 concert. Talking about the concert, the concept was pretty interesting and I really like their Lyrical Jazz item. It makes me think of FBodz production and how cui my Jazz was.

Recital vetting tomorrow and it have been two weeks since I've reggae practice.. I'm pretty worried.









Anyway, Keita flew back to Japan yesterday.



Bon voyage my friend from Japan, it's was nice knowing you. Thanks for encouraging BI and liking our Kungfu. It was an acknowledgement of us though we didn get into semi-finals. It was fun sessioning together too! :D


Dion.


Veron.


Thoo.


All of us, keep in contact through facebook! Hehe.

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For love:

Surprise! HAHAH.




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Happy 6th months baby!
Thanks for always encouraging me and saying I'm the best and all. I'm really glad to have you. I'm use to see you every night(and 'cos we leave so near, it seems we got no reason not to meet). I really appreciate all the things you have done and taking care of me. We've got more to come!
LOVE YOU THOO <3




More photoshoot and tanning session. I shall wait for holidays to come. Hopfully we'll have an outing soon. We havent catch Astro Boys and more chill pills! (:






Lovely picture..



More sunset to watch, more love to grow.

Every moment,
as simple as it is.

Dearest Shin

Something to express, beyond words.


Last week, Shin went of to Hong Kong(and soon to New York).

Alot of us wont be able to see you for quite awhile. I believe alot of us will miss you alot. Shin a really great friend yes!? We'll see you and have a massive outing when you come back in six months time.

I'm really glad to know you and not forget Ovation, Wednesday and Basic Instinct. They're really great memories to be treasure. Everytime I think back I smiled. It feels great to work as a team, laughing, screaming and everything else. Though I dont really know you for very long(as well as the other members of BI), your makes me feel belong.

Here's some pictures of BI(Basic Instinct)!


Featured Alvin(COA), missing Fishball.


The eight of us (:

I dont mind travelling all the way to the east again. Then I got so angry when alot of your came late and start scolding vulgarities. I miss learning some ganster kungfu clearing all the lil mama. Woohoo.








Together, a song by all of us.

..with our heart and soul.


Goodbye.
Like sand, falling in an hour glass
Time's run out
Now all of your bags are packed
And there's no way out
Though i've been dreading this day
No, i won't ask you to stay

Chorus:
Goodbye, but i hope its not the end
I'll keep the faith,... that i'll see you again
As you go, cause now is the time
Your dreams take flight
I hope in everything you do
May the Lord be your guide
Until we meet again
This is goodbye

As your page turns, to start a new chapter
Please be strong
When the nights get too cold, and days too bitter
You gotta hold on
Just think of the times we've shared
Look in your heart, and you'll find me there

chorus






Much love to Martin Shin Yuk Yu! (:





P.S. I'm been rather stress up with jobs hunting that I dont have mood to update. I will try to update more, there's too much pictures in my lappy that gonna suffocate me too. Stay Tune! Ah yes, I still dance at times and I've been spending 'cos of Topshop, Miss Selfridge, Dorothy Perkin Sales. OH MY MY.. I really need mooooooooss. And I'm growing lazier and fatter.

Like spring,
and winter.

Fantasy World

On my own, living in denial.


I'm currently growing against time.

In Mum's eyes I'm still a small kid. I'm keep under control with all the good stuffs coming along. In Dad's eyes I'm still a girl. I'm always told about how to be careful with regards to strangers and not to be harm. He always believe in this world everyone is evil(even himself), and alot will take advantage of girls. He thinks I'm so 'stupid'.

In ABC's or XYZ's eyes I doesnt look like a twenty-to-be.

In Jessica Lim Li Shan's eyes, she still cant believe she've completed her primary school PSLE.. followed by secondary school 'O' level and up till now, Nanyang Polytechnic with a Diploma of Multimedia and Infocomm Technology. In her eyes, 16 just feel so yesterday.

So now tell me how, how to have an aim in life.. teach me how to grow up so I can earn big moolahs, and be an independent person. I still dont know what I want and get stress up as days goes. I start to talk really little(or perhaps mind blank), and feel pretty out of place. I dont take intiative to a whole lot until I wonder is my belonging worth while(or I'm just forgotten like that). I like to see people but at times I'm scare of crowds.

I feel like a !!@#$%^@&*!, like omg wtf.. omg lol.









Give me strings, so I can fly again.

Lead me
whoever you are.

不同角落

闪闪惹人爱。



不管在那里，渐渐都有我们的回忆。

现在，一切变成一种习惯。我习惯每天都看到你的脸，每天感觉你的体温。我知道不管你多累，每天晚上都回来找我。我，早已习惯你的一切一切。我好习惯你的存在，涂家荣啊！









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在图书馆里。



当阿呆三遇到阿呆二。








在Mahanttan Fish Market，很不错的气氛哦。



有人说，我们长得挺相识。


*吻。










那段时间我生病时，谢谢你照顾我。

我康复了！（：

那天也是我们的五个月，中秋节。


月亮没有很圆；可是感觉好圆，好满。




发光，发亮吧。











康复后，再次出街。


穿着我买的新衣。




第一次唱K, 在Party World里。


不错哦！更棒的气氛。



拥抱。


那天有人被逼唱“洁西卡”。哈哈！













好好喝的沙冰。



爱哟。（；






两天不能见，如隔三秋。哈哈！

简简单单，
月亮代表我的心，
败给你。

Sick bugs & F1 Ferrari Girls 2009

Bless me with good health and a good apetite.


That was me on the last day of F1.


Indeed F1 pay was pretty good but the job isnt as easy as it seems. Ferrari booth was so pack that the crowd goes non-stop. The staffs break was practicarly < 30 minutes which is off peak hours. When there's crowd.. we need to start work again. I work basically two days which is Satrday and Sunday. Saturday after lunch at 11 plus, I only had my break at 2300. When it's soon my turn and the other collegues, the crowd came again so we gt no choice to wait. Sunday break was good but..

I think I shouldnt have ate my colleague's chicken rice.

I was fine on Monday and Tuesdays. I still went for cousin Eve's birthday at St James. I'm not pretty sure was it is 'cos of the chicken rice or the vodka that 'cos me to have gastric flu or somehow food poisoning. On wednesday morning I keep on vomitting and diarroeh(spells?).







I feel so weak and I think I've lost 2 kilograms.

No energy to reply sms, talk or even to stand up. Lol. On the way walking to he clinic I vomitted green and black stuff. Black stuff perhaps was the ultracarbon my Mum asked me to eat. After the doctor, my vomit amazingly stops. Yesterday was so much better that I've got more mood. At night my eyes suddenly swollen and Thoo have to rush to 7-11 to buy Eye-Mo.

Today was great. I hope tomorrow I can eat proper again.




I've got more energy to type and sms already! :D
Pictures of the booth..




Check out the queue! It would be more crowded than this..





Some group pics from Saturday. Most of us wore red!









Last day of F1..

We saw some people fliming prolly frm mediacorp.



Sharon.


Me.






Some group pics..

Very orangey light uh.


We all wore black (:



Tadahh!








Then it marks the end of F1 2009. Will we ever meet again? Great to know you guys! (: Your made my day.


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I wanna be bubbly and chubbly again!

Thanks Thoo, Ah Ma, Papa, Mama and Bro taking care of me this days. Ehehe. Really love you.. :D





Ah yes, If MOE didn get back to me for ART diploma by next week.. It's time for reality again. All the bad things comes in a roll. Sigh.






Have faith?

I wanna eat you up
yum yum yum yum

Sunny Getaway

An island when there's only you and me..



Yes you, dont look away.

As usual, Sentosa my favourite Island. It's also 'cos I've never really been overseas except for Genting and Taiwan, trap in this tiny red dot. I become a little tanner 'cos of two tanning session, one with Aud&Veron(halfway we saw grandjunoirs+Wei Keat).. the other with Thoo. It's pretty relaxing just lying down there and feel the breeze.







The Monmons day with only Audpy-mon and Veron-mon..


Close-ups.







One,two.. three...


With Zen and Weikeat, JUMP!









The 'star' of the day..



"What you SEE is what you GET."



My suntanning partner!


Me (:











On 22/09/2009, Thoo and me went Tanjong Beach.

Guess what? We saw seven wedding couples taking their pictures, getting their photoshoot done. At first we are pondering is it delibrate or just so coincidence.. think again, that day was a 'good' day.. Think the "chinese" way.
双双对对，长长久久。
..chio date uh? LOL.



Love (:







Last but not least..


Yours truly 涂涂(22)!










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Yesterday wasnt exactly a good day.

I feel that the way I answer the interviewer sucks. But then again, I seriously hope they re-consider me and get back to me whether they accept me. I really really want to have an aim in life. I AM SO DAMN AIMLESS SINCE GRADUATE EXCEPT DANCE IN MY MIND(AND I'm getting NOWHERE and THERE). Now that I am aware of this chance, I hope they let me prove to them.. I'll be a good sister/mentor/teacher if I can teach primary school kids in the future.

I watch the news that got more primary schools to be build or done by 2012. Can I? I'll be in time when I study finish the Diploma in Art Ed! PLEASEeeeeee.

Me is super desperate. Lol.







Reggae II last lesson was bad, I basically forget everything and off beat. Weak on techniques and no expression, tell me how now? I want to eat a huge damn chicken again and again to destress. Kentucky Fried Chix and 可爱鸡 is good.

On the side note, it come to a point I dont know how to say hello and bye bye to people I want to know or kind of know or already know. I feel my moral is so low all of a sudden. I just dont know how to, anymore?

Baby is off to NRA camp, no one to ease my load ):







I MISS YOU!

Butterfly fly away.